Selasa, 17 Juni 2014

Time For You (ChoHan Fanfiction)



Title: Time for you
Author: xiaohunhae (Dhiya Iftina)
Main cast : Xi Luhan, Park Chorong                  
Rating : PG-15
Length : Oneshot
Genre : romance, friendship,hurt

“I’m just scared if i lost my time to stay in your side”

            Sun still show a bright light in Seoul. A man looked so happy to walk around the mall. Until he decided to stop in a famous ice cream cafe, Angelica. He often visited this cafe if he was tired or just to relaxing his mind.
“Aaa..Luhan-ah. Where are you? Long time no see.”asked the man with a thick moustache.
“Hahaha, i’m busy to prepare my new school, ahjussi. So now i come here to see you.” He said.
“Okay, please just sit. I’ll call the waitress.” That man walked and leaving Luhan alone.
            Now, Luhan really busy to continue his school in university. He has followed many test and he hope there’s one pass.
“Exucuse me, what kind of ice cream do you want?” asked the waitress.
“Hmm..Like usual.”,
“Oh, i’m sorry. I’m new waitress here.” She said.
“Chonila Ice Cream. How long have you been worked here?” Luhan asked that girl.
“For two weeks. Okay, i’ll get the ice cream.” Then she just leaving Luhan behind.           
            Luhan stared at that girl so long. Looked one by one of her appearance. Her hair, her eyes, and her smile. There’s something different from her smile. She is wonderful. Luhan said to his heart.
“This is for you.” She came and put the ice cream on my table.
“Oh, gomawoyo.” Said Luhan.
“Ne, gwenchana.” A beautiful smile created by her small lips.
            While Luhan still focus on his ice cream, something bad happened. Someone slipped and all of the ice cream that she bring fall on Luhan’s shirt.
“Omoo..what is this??!” Luhan feel so emotional. She is the girl that bring the ice cream for him just now.
“Oh, mianhaeyo. I do that unintentionally. I’m really sorry.” Then she cleaned the ice cream in Luhan’s shirt.
“you make my shirt dirty. Oh my god. Just go there.” Luhan really angry and ask the girl to go.
“What happen here? Omoo..Luhan-ah, your shirt.” Kim ahjussi come to see what happened there.
“because of her..” Luhan point that girl.
“Park Chorong-ah, how can you do this to our costumer? You just work here for this two weeks, but you already make a fool. You’re fired, chorong-ah.” He fire that girl.
“Nde, Kim Ahjussi. Jeongmal mianhae for this. Thanks for all, ahjussi.” Then that girl who has name Park Chorong take off her uniform and just leave the cafe.
            Luhan just quiet, and feel really guilty now. Why didn’t he just say it’s okay and believe that what she just do right now is unintentionally.
***



Park Chorong Pov’s

            What? I was fired? I can’t believe this. Until now, i’m still crying in my bedroom. This is my chance to get money but ..uuhh.. I really hate that man. I’ve talked to him that all of it just unintentionally. But he still pointed on me in front of Kim Ahjussi.
“Chorong-ah, You already crying for 4 hours. Come on, We will have a dinner.” Said oppa.
“okay okay, i’ll go.” Then i go to dining room to have a dinner.
“What’s wrong ,Cho?” ask Umin Oppa.
“I was fired, oppa.”,
“How can?” He asked again.
“I dropped ice cream to costumer, It’s unintentionally oppa. I slipped at that time.” I try to explain to Umin Oppa.
“It’s okay chorong-ah. Just stop to work. You need to focus to your new university.” Said Umin oppa.
“Nde oppa. Tomorrow is the registration right?”,
“Yap, and i’ll accompany you. Go to your bed, you must get up really early tomorrow.” Umin oppa take me up to my bedroom.
            Ah, tomorrow is my first time in my new school. It’s not school anymore, it’s university. I passed in Dongguk University, same with Umin oppa. So i can call him, if i need him there. Welcome to Dream World. And i started to close my eyes slowly.
***
Author Pov’s
            Chorong and her brother Xiumin walked enter the university. Really crowded there. Xiumin struggling to find where’s the place to have a registration. Until that voice make me shocked.
“Oh, Umin hyung!!” ,
“Luhan-ah, You will continue your study here?” asked Xiumin to him.
“Ne, hyung. Really happy to meet you here. So you’re my senior.”,
            Chorong really shocked than before. After she looked at that boy. He was the man who made Kim Ahjussi fired her.
“Wah, same with my sister. Oh ya, this is my sister, Park Chorong.” Xiumin introduced Chorong to Luhan.
“Mwo? You??!” Luhan’s eyes become bigger after he saw Chorong there.
“Wae? Are you happy after saw Kim Ahjussi fired me?!” Chorong said emotionally.
“I didn’t know it will be like that. Sorry then.” Luhan said.
“Oh, i understand now. So he was the man that you said to me yesterday, Chorong-ah?” asked Xiumin.
“Nde, oppa. I really hate him.” Chorong didn’t want to see Luhan.
“I already say sorry to you. Arasseo, if you still hate me. I hate you too.”,
“Omoo.. Be careful guys. Hate become Love.” Xiumin laughed.
“Kyaaa..oppa. What do you say???” Chorong hit Xiumin with her bag.
***
            After Xiumin already helped Chorong to have registration, Xiumin just left her with Suho. Xiumin know Suho really closed. They’ve been together for 4 years. Same with chorong, they became a best friend since Suho joined basketball club with chorong.
“Chorong-ah, when will our club have a competition with Busan Club? I can’t wait for it.” Asked Suho while his hand still busy with his PSP.
“I don’t know, but i have talked to them. And they just need the best time for it.”,
“How about the recruitment of our new member?” Suho still focus on his PSP.
“Next week i think. Yaa.. Stop to play with that PSP.” Chorong take Suho’s PSP from him.
“Kyaa..That’s the last level, Chorong-ah!!” suho get angry then.
“You can broke your eyes. Haha..Your face become funny, if you angry like that.” Chorong just laughed at Suho.
“Come on, let’s go to our class. And give it to me back.” ,
“Ani, I’ll give it to you after this class. Haha.” They walked together to their class.
            In the class, Chorong sit beside Suho. And finally, a woman with her short hair come into the class. Oh, she is the Lecturer. Thought Chorong.
“Annyeonghaseyo, welcome to Dongguk University. And nice to meet you all. I’m Yoon Jin Ra. Just call me Jin Ra.”,
“Annyeonghaseyo Jin Ra seonsaengnim.” All of the collageus said it together.
“Okay, we will start now...” Jin Ra seonsaengnim just stop talk because someone came late.
“Exucuse me, may i enter the class?” He asked politely.
“Oh, sure. Please sit there.” Said Jin Ra seonsaengnim.
            Today is a really bad day for chorong. She is in a same class with Luhan. This stupid boy again. Said chorong in her heart.
“Okay, I have something to solve. So, you just doing that discussion untill this class end.” Jin Ra seonsaengnim left the class.
“Omoo.. how can i sit in front of this silly girl.” Said Luhan.
“Hey, Do you think i want to sit here? Huh? Paboya.” Chorong kick Luhan’s chair.
“Just move then.” Now Luhan staring at Chorong.
“Naega wae? You must move then, because you come late.” Said Chorong.
“What are you talking about guys?” Suho confused to see them.
“Shut up..” said them in a same time.
“Oh okay.” Then Suho just take his PSP from Chorong’s drawer.
“why are you looking at me? Hah?” Chorong look back at Luhan eyes.
“So what? You’re a bad girl, Noona.”,
“mwoya? Noona? You didn’t know me, and now you just call me noona.”,
“Wae? You looked like ahjumma, actually. Haha.” Luhan laughed and go out from class.
“I HATE YOU..” Chorong yelling as strong as she can.
“Stop it, Chorong-ah. You really disturb me.” Said Suho.
“Hey, since when you can take that PSP?” Chorong realize that Suho already take his PSP back.
“Since you fight with that boy.”,

***
            The class has finished since 1 hour ago. But Xiumin hasn’t come yet. Chorong just waited for him, while Suho already go back to his home with his car.
“Chorong-ah..” someone called her name.
“Oh, oppa. What’s wrong?”,
“Mianhae chorong-ah. I have a group project today. I’ll come home later. It’s okay?”,
“Oh, okay. I’ll take bus or taxi. Bye oppa. Fighting..” Then chorong start to find taxi.
            When chorong walked out from school, someone called her behind. Then chorong looked at him.
“Hey, silly girl. Want to go home with me?” asked Luhan.
“Mwo? Go home with you? After you call me silly? Ah, no.”,
“Because that’s the reality. Come on. it will be rain.” ,
“No, thanks. I can go by taxi.” Chorong refuse Luhan.
“Okay then. I’ll go, silly girl.” Then Luhan drive his car very fast.
***
            Chorong went to school without Xiumin. And now she’s got new friend, Naeun. She sit behind Chorong and now they become bestfriend. Chorong eat her gimbap slowly and then...BRUKKK!!
            Chorong became wet now and it’s not just that, her biology project must broken because of that. And that man is Luhan. He slipped and dropped his bubble tea in front of Chorong. Same condition when she dropped the ice cream to Luhan.
“KYAA..LUHAN!! MY PROJECT!!”,
“oh? Mianhae. It’s really slippery here.” Luhan said.
            Then chorong was crying looked at her project. Naeun try to make chorong fine.
“Chorong-ah , it’s okay. We can say it to Ji Suk seonsaengnim.” Said Naeun.
“But today is the last day to collect it.” Chorong still crying.
            Luhan took Chorong’s project and left his glass there. Chorong and Naeun came to the class. Luhan already sit there without feel guilty.
“Okay, all of you bring your project to me now. And if you don’t bring it , stand up.” Said Ji Suk seonsaengnim.
            At that time, Chorong want to stand up from her chair, but.. Luhan put his project in Chorong’s table. Chorong just silent and say nothing. And Luhan stand up from his chair.
“Luhan-ah, this is still the first semester but you didn’t do your project.” Said Ji Suk seonsaengnim.
“Mianhae, seonsaengnim.”,
“Now, go out and run while bring your chair around the field, 10 times.” ,
            Luhan bring his chair and start to run. Chorong still sit in her chair, she opened Luhan’s project and there’s a paper in front.
-Chorong-ah, Mianhae. Just collect my project to Ji Suk seonsaengnim. It’s okay for me.-
            Then chorong give Luhan’s project to Ji Suk seonsaengnim. Luhan already change his name with Chorong’s name at that project.
“Oh ya, Please attention all. I’ll give you one more project but it will be group. There are 2 person each group. The person who sit in a whole numbers line,your partner will be the person that sit in front of you. Okay?”,
“Nde, seonsaengnim.” All of us said.
“Now, you can start to do your project with your partner.” Said Ji Suk seonsaengnim.
            Chorong just quiet in her chair. Luhan will be her partner. And now, Luhan still in outside doing his punishment. Chorong didn’t believe that Luhan will do this to her.

Xi Luhan Pov’s
            I sit on the bench under the tree. Now, i take my breath deeply. Ah, it’s too tired running around the field ten times non-stop. But It’s okay, i don’t want to make her sad again. Slowly, i heard that voice. Come to me.
“Hmm..Luhan oppa. Gwenchana?” She give me a can of cola.
“Nae gwenchana, Chorong-ah. Why suddenly you call me ‘oppa’?” i asked her.
“Oh, i see your identity card in your wallet. This is your bag.” Said Chorong.
“Thanks then. Is there any task from Ji suk seonsaengnim?”,
“Ya, there is. It will be group. Ji Suk seonsaengnim choosed me to be your partner.” Her eyes keep looking at the field.
“mwo? With you?”,
“Ne, waeyo? I know you don’t like it.”,
“I think you won’t be happy then if you work in pair with me.”,
“It’s okay, oppa. Let’s do it in Hangang Park and after that we can do cycling.”,
“Okay, chorong-ah. I’ll pick you up. Bye.” I walked from there and go home quickly.
***
            Today i’ll pick Chorong up and we will doing our project together. I take my watch and...what?? March 3rd? It’s chorong birthday. Oh my god, how can i forgot her birthday. I must buy something for her. I don’t know since when, I feel really different if i met her. I always nervous if i met her. Is this called Love?
            I drive my car faster than before, and stop at the jewellery shop. I want to buy something for her. After that i go to Chorong’s house.
“Excuse me, Can i meet with Chorong-ssi?” i asked to the security in front of her house.
“Tadaaaa.. I’m here.” Chorong appeared suprisingly.
“Omoo..You make me shock..”,
“Kajja, we go to Hangang Park.” Said chorong, while she bring the project to my car.
“You looked really happy today, Chorong-ah.”,
“Mmm..ne. Because i can go to there with you.”,
“Oh jinjja? Don’t you ever say that you really hate me, chorong-ah?”,
“Used to be, I really hate you. But nowadays the situation is different, oppa.” She said.
“Oh, i see. So now, you like me, Chorong-ah?”,
“Kyaa.. i don’t say that I like you..”,
“I can see from your eyes.” I said .
“My eyes can’t speak, oppa..”,
“Your eyes can’t speak directly, but your eyes said it to my heart. Haha.” I laughed.
“Don’t make a joke, oppa..” She hit me with her books.
            We arrived at Hangang Park now. She looks happier than yesterday. Her smile look so brightly.
“Oppa, kajja. Sit here.” She sit on the grass.
“This is your bullshit project..” i throw it away.
“That’s not mine, But that’s ours, oppa.”,
“Hmm..chorong-ah, i wanna say something. May i?”,
“What’s that oppa?”,
            Then, I hold her hand bravely. She’s really confused now.
“Saengil Chukkae Hamnida, Chorong-ah...”,
“Mwo? Today is my birthday?” Chorong forget her birthday.
“Ah, you forgot your birthday, silly girl.” I give a small box to her.
“What’s this oppa?”,
“Just open it.”,
“Woaaaa... It’s really pretty oppa. For me?”,
“Ne, it’s for you. And the other one is for me.”,
            I put that ring on Chorong’s finger. And i put another one on my finger.
“Gomawoyo oppaa..”then she hug me suddenly.
“Ne cheonma, Chorong-ah. Let’s do our project.”.
            After we’ve done our project, we are cycling around Hangang Park.
“Chorong-ah..”,
“Ne oppa?”,
“Hmm... do you wanna make my life more complete, chorong-ah?” I decide to talk it now.
“I can’t answer it now, oppa.”
“it’s okay, chorong-ah. I know you won’t accepted my love.” I said.
“Aniyaa..it’s not like that. I just need time to think.” Chorong said.
***
            April 20th 2012,
“Oppa, don’t open your eyes.” Said Chorong that stand beside me and show me the direction.
“what place is this? I step on grass right?”,
“Nde, just quiet. You will know then.”..
            I know today is my birthday. And now i don’t know why chorong doing this to me. She take me to somewhere, and i can’t open my eyes now.
“Oppa, open your eyes now”,
            Slowly, i open my eyes. Omoo.. i’m on the top of hill now.
“Wah, it’s wonderful Chorong-ah, looking at Seoul from here. But.. you don’t know that i’m scared with high.” I feel scared now.
“I know it, oppa.” Chorong said.
“So, why you take me to here? It’s terrifying, chorong-ah”,
“Because, i want to make you feel happy to be here , not to be scared anymore.”,
“Oh ya? How can .”,
“Oppa, i wanna answer your question before.” ,
“Mwo? What question?”,
“Question that you gave on my birthday, oppa. Ah, you’re really old. You are difficult in remembering” Chorong pouted.
“Oh, i’m sorry. I’m really forget. So what’s your answer, chorong-ah?” i’m so nervous now.
            Then she hold my hands tightly, oh my god, my heart beat so fastly.
“Chorong-ah? So what’s your answer?” i asked again.
“Mwo? This is my answer.” She said while she show me our hands.
“So, you accept my love, chorong-ah?”,
“Ne, This is your present for your birthday. I can’t give anything, except this.”.
            i hug her, and i’m really happy today. Oh god, thanks for giving me this wonderful present for my birthday. I’ll keep her heart and i don’t want to make her sad anymore.

Park Chorong Pov’s
            It’s almost a year, i’ve been with my love, Luhan oppa. Everyday , he always accompany me where i want. I know he won’t broke my heart anymore. He give his second present for my birthday, after one year a go he gave me a pair of ring. He gave me, a packet of cosmetics. I’m really happy to be with him. Stay in his side. I hope it will be forever. Suddenly, he sent me a message.
[Xi Luhan]
-Chorong-ah, i have something to talk.
[Park Chorong]
-Nde, oppa? Just say it.
[Xi Luhan]
-I think, tomorrow i’ll go back to Beijing, dear.
[Park Chorong]
-Waeyo? Do you wanna leave me alone?
[Xi Luhan]
-Aniya, that’s not like that. I just want to find job there. Coz after this semester, my dad asked me to go back to China.
[Park Chorong]
-So How about me?
[Xi Luhan]
-Calm, girl. I still can visited you here. After you finished your college and your business here. I’ll take you to China too. Okay?
[Park Chorong]
-It’s so sad, oppa :’(
[Xi Luhan]
-Don’t cry, baby. Okay? Maybe, i’ll see you again next month.
            Mwoya? He want to go to China? And leave me alone without him? Don’t make our time become short, oppa.
***
            Firstly, he really visited me once a month. But now, almost 8 months he never visited me anymore. What happen with him? He has a new girlfriend there? I try to called him, but his number never active. Come on oppa. Tell me where are you, why you never called me, why you never visited me anymore? I’m so lonely here without you ...



Xi Luhan Pov’s
            It’s already 8 months , i never communicated with her again. Mianhae chorong-ah..
I can’t tell this to you.
“Luhan-ssi, You got tumor on your brain. You must do an operation then.”,
“Oh, how long i’ve got this tumor, doctor?”
“It’s already for a long time that tumor fell ill in your brain, boy.”
            I can’t forget that conversation. That makes me can’t do anything in my life, include to visited my love, Chorong. Now, this tumor become bigger. But i don’t want to do an operation. Doctor said,  it’s not sure i can live after the operation. So now i just can sleep in this hospital, quiet, and wait my time to leave this world forever. I don’t want to make chorong sad because of this. So, i just leave her and never tell her about this. Jeongmal mianhae chorong-ah.

Author Pov’s
            Chorong walked slowly on that small road. She can’t stop her tears to fall down. Her face really wet now. She can’t talk anything, after someone tell her something yesterday. Now she stand in front of that name. The name that she really know, someone who gives his love for chorong for this 2 years. She put that flower on that stone.
Xi Luhan
Haidian, Beijing. April 20th 1990.
March, 1st 2014

            He leave chorong forever, 2 days before her birthday. Tumor. That’s the reason, why Luhan can’t communicated with chorong anymore, can’t visited her anymore. Chorong didn’t know all about this. And now, she’s too late to said sorry to him.
“Eonni..” Luhan’s sister come behind her.
“Oh, nde?” chorong erase her tears.
“Luhan oppa, have something for you.” She give a paper to chorong.
“What’s this?” asked Chorong.
“I think that’s a video for you. Just watch it.”
“Gomawoyo.” Said chorong.
            After she arrived at home, she click the link that Luhan’s sister gave to her. That’s true, it is a video for her. Chorong’s tears fall down suddenly, after she watch the video. She just hold the ring that Luhan gave to her tightly...
***
“Chorong-ah, Mianhaeyo. I can’t stay in your side anymore. It’s really scared, to lose my time to stay in your side. Don’t cry. Just smile, and remember what the most unforgottable thing when we still together.”
-Xi Luhan-

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